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Sep. 23rd, 2005 02:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ninjasinNow that I have a lot of stuff packed up and it it literally one month until I hit the road on my way to Colorado I'm finding myself really bored. All my DVDs are packed and I gave the Playstation back to Ronda. I do have Final Fantasy VII on my computer, but playing that game using the keyboard is a bitch and a half. I'm caught up on Naruto and TMP. I could burn off TMP and Advent Children, but that takes effort.
It must be all the closing I've done this weekend which has killed my ability to really talk to anyone online. I tend to not get home until 1-2am and everyone's asleep, even those 2-3 hours behind me. I was surprised at all that Kat was still up last night. I didn't get home until about 2am. I'm just lonely, I guess. There's stuff I'd like to do before I move and I just don't have the time or the money to do it. I'd like to visit Indiana once more before I move since Blaine said it'd be nice to see me before I go. I'd like to hang out with Ronda and Russell more but things just keep making that difficult. I want to see Serenity in a week, but I can't afford the cost of the movie. Add on top of that the two weddings I have to go to, the wedding gifts and the cost of the hotel room for the one night and...
It's starting to feel like the walls are closing in. I've got all these expenses for the move and so little money to allocate toward it. I only get two more paychecks before I move (last one for one week's worth of work comes the week after I move) and I still have October's rent to pay. I wish it wasn't costing me $100 just to have the trailer hitch properly installed on my car (since it must be drilled). That added to the $130 the trailer hitch itself is is almost the same amount as my rent. The U-Haul rentals' $171 and I still need to get the wheel bearing fixed on my car and have enough for gas all the way out to Colorado. Add onto that my mother's wish that I take my brother along and fly him back (another $130) and my head's spinning.
Have I ever mentioned how much I hate money? Have I ever mentioned how much I suck at planning? I'm sure someone out there will say I should delay my move another month, but that isn't an option. I made a promise to myself that I would be in Denver by October 29th and I will. I just need to come up with more money. *sighs*
Here's a link back to the Help Get Sin to Colorado Sale in hopes that someone who happens to read this bites on the good deals. This is the last chance before I try and eBay this stuff.
It must be all the closing I've done this weekend which has killed my ability to really talk to anyone online. I tend to not get home until 1-2am and everyone's asleep, even those 2-3 hours behind me. I was surprised at all that Kat was still up last night. I didn't get home until about 2am. I'm just lonely, I guess. There's stuff I'd like to do before I move and I just don't have the time or the money to do it. I'd like to visit Indiana once more before I move since Blaine said it'd be nice to see me before I go. I'd like to hang out with Ronda and Russell more but things just keep making that difficult. I want to see Serenity in a week, but I can't afford the cost of the movie. Add on top of that the two weddings I have to go to, the wedding gifts and the cost of the hotel room for the one night and...
It's starting to feel like the walls are closing in. I've got all these expenses for the move and so little money to allocate toward it. I only get two more paychecks before I move (last one for one week's worth of work comes the week after I move) and I still have October's rent to pay. I wish it wasn't costing me $100 just to have the trailer hitch properly installed on my car (since it must be drilled). That added to the $130 the trailer hitch itself is is almost the same amount as my rent. The U-Haul rentals' $171 and I still need to get the wheel bearing fixed on my car and have enough for gas all the way out to Colorado. Add onto that my mother's wish that I take my brother along and fly him back (another $130) and my head's spinning.
Have I ever mentioned how much I hate money? Have I ever mentioned how much I suck at planning? I'm sure someone out there will say I should delay my move another month, but that isn't an option. I made a promise to myself that I would be in Denver by October 29th and I will. I just need to come up with more money. *sighs*
Here's a link back to the Help Get Sin to Colorado Sale in hopes that someone who happens to read this bites on the good deals. This is the last chance before I try and eBay this stuff.
